I hope

I inspire you

I've given up on poetry

in case it wasn't already obvious.
in a way, it's rather awesome because my thoughts aren't so jumbled up that i have to write them down in a list format, simultaneously creating a "poem" of sorts.
Well, i'm renaming my poems "THOUGHT LISTS," which seems muchh more fitting.

So yeah, Him. My Him. You're right if you were thinking i had stopped "writing" becuase i had fallen in love. He makes me sane, he makes me normal, he makes me feel like i have somewhere i belong when i grow older and "fall out of the nest" and into the big, bad world. I belong with him and it really is quite unerving to have found my soulmate. I'm terrified that i won't be that Samantha-esque spinster i only thought myself to be. I belong in his arms and he wants me there. It's crazy. It's lovely; having a security blanket that you can turn into a home.

If you're reading this, and just shaking your head thinking, "uh, just another teenage love..." You may be right, and that worries me, because i can't imagine feeling like this about anyone else. and if i did, it wouldn't feel as genuine. The only reason i'd have doubts and believe what you believe, is because it's what i'm conditioned to believe with all the shows about teen pregnancy and how they were 'in love'... But i honestly, whole-heartedly believe he's the One.

When he searched for my lips, nudging my face up to meet his lips, and when they finally- after dreaming about this moment for years- pressed, it happened- the spark. We moved together perfectly- ABSOlutely in sync- and i knew for sure that we were made for each other.

Like the moon, come out
from behind the clouds!
Shine.

Buddha

Sorry.

I'm really immature.
i'm still resorting to the "i'm pissed so i'm going to do something so you get mad at me just as much as i'm mad at you" thing.
yeah, i cheated on you. but i have been cheating on you since the day we met. I'm in love with someone else, been touched by others. I should've never said yes. I'm sorry i'm so immature; i don't want you.

to say the least

Me
ahaahahah
OH MY GOSHHH
DANNY
stop being perfect pls
D:
you're killing me

Daniel
Bahaha, I wish I were perfect
if I were, you wouldn't have to say that to me through an IM, you could say it inbetween kisses -_-

Me
ahhhh

A little advice

Look at me.
I won't (and can't) hurt you.

:)

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