Jesus-type Wishes

I wish i could pour all the liquor in the world down a big drain. Let it lead to hell, to where they're already tortured enough and booze can't hurt their livers or relationships anymore. I wish i could steal every box of cigarettes and snatch every cigar from your mouth and jump on them until they disintegrate and their poison seeps down to the doomed underworld. Let them drink from the ceiling and inhale all the tar and nicotine. You're killing yourself, but they're already dead. These things are for them. Not for us. As long as you're breathing, you're alive, no matter how dead you feel. You matter to people, people look up to you, people are waiting to watch you succeed. Love yourself as much as they love you. It's really not that hard, just let us.