Today's just one those days
where you want to tear your heart out
and leave it somewhere else to pound
it's so fucking loud within my frail body
i can't take much more news
with ever quake, my stomach turns a bit
and the sound seems to resonate in me
the epicenter needs to shut the fuck up.
this feeling, oh god, this feeling.
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Save Buddah
Hate is not overcome by Hate; by Loving Kindness alone is Hate appeased. This is an eternal law. -THE BUDDAH
Ey, i tried.
Ey, i tried.
Monday, September 28, 2009
Another one bites the dust
another one goes down
because of grief
inflicted by a failed relationship.
i thought God made us stronger than that.
we should of course work in harmony with others
but to be dependent on them?
i don't think that was the plan.
poor kyle conner
but then agian, poor karina
that's such a heavy burden to have on your heart.
to know you were the last thought in the boy's mind.
that you were the reason he took too much.
i'm sorry.
i wish you both well, the living and the fallen.
because of grief
inflicted by a failed relationship.
i thought God made us stronger than that.
we should of course work in harmony with others
but to be dependent on them?
i don't think that was the plan.
poor kyle conner
but then agian, poor karina
that's such a heavy burden to have on your heart.
to know you were the last thought in the boy's mind.
that you were the reason he took too much.
i'm sorry.
i wish you both well, the living and the fallen.
Monday, September 14, 2009
An honest mistake
By george, i've got it.
It's not that i'm jealous, or was ever jealous, i felt like shit and continue to have doubts because you made me feel inadequate. As if i wasn't a good friend, or an adequate human being. I can't find another word for it, because i've finally figured it out! There's nothing an arian hates more than feeling inadequate.
It's not that i'm jealous, or was ever jealous, i felt like shit and continue to have doubts because you made me feel inadequate. As if i wasn't a good friend, or an adequate human being. I can't find another word for it, because i've finally figured it out! There's nothing an arian hates more than feeling inadequate.
We're gonna be famous- OCEAN CITY
taste the air
on our moonlit drive
to ocean city
dont ask the time
cuz i ain't got the time
ain't it a pity
the airs calamity
electric carousel
floating on the sea
love is free
on our moonlit drive
to ocean city
I don't know why
You waste your time with pity
When you could fly
And change your life in the city
here i stand
shackled head to toe
in the country
and i cant breathe
because my heads asleep
and i'm lazy
the summer leaves
all of them for sale
except for me
my hair is free
and i can dream
of ocean city
on our moonlit drive
to ocean city
dont ask the time
cuz i ain't got the time
ain't it a pity
the airs calamity
electric carousel
floating on the sea
love is free
on our moonlit drive
to ocean city
I don't know why
You waste your time with pity
When you could fly
And change your life in the city
here i stand
shackled head to toe
in the country
and i cant breathe
because my heads asleep
and i'm lazy
the summer leaves
all of them for sale
except for me
my hair is free
and i can dream
of ocean city
Friday, September 11, 2009
Finding comfort in the uncomfortable
it's like elementary school now. You know?
hanging out with people you like, but don't really wanna hang out with
and answering qustions in every class because nobody else will
and giving idiotic commentary to almost everything..
though an awkward situation, i feel at home. Welcome back to school, kids.
hanging out with people you like, but don't really wanna hang out with
and answering qustions in every class because nobody else will
and giving idiotic commentary to almost everything..
though an awkward situation, i feel at home. Welcome back to school, kids.
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